Things I Think But Don’t Say

I was in a meeting the other day, where the speaker made an oblique and gentle reference to the upcoming US presidential election.

And seriously, you could feel the room stiffen.

It was like everyone drew a sharp breath and thought “Oh please don’t go there…This only works if we don’t talk about it.”

Well friends, I think we need to talk about it.

I think we owe it to our Republic to talk about it regularly, in civil and courageous ways. Unfollow me if you want, but nowhere in the history of ever has polite avoidance of a difficult topic lead to understanding and cooperation. Never!

So here’s me going first:

I am a blue state native living in blood red Texas. I’ve been a registered Democrat since I was 18 because the values of the Democratic party better (not completely, but better) reflect my values than those of the Republican party. I am also an ardent follower of Jesus Christ. I work in an evangelical community in the Bible belt where the electoral college will make little note of my preferences. And I’m surrounded by people of the opposite political persuasion whom I love and respect.

This picture of me and Ronald Reagan is for them. (It’s a long story, ask me sometime).



And I’m voting for Hillary Clinton because I believe she is a stable, proven, tenacious, experienced public servant who is more than qualified to lead us. Read a list of her accomplishments here.

The Dallas Morning News agrees, in its first endorsement of a Democratic presidential candidate in 75 years.

“Resume vs resume, judgement vs. judgement this election is no contest.”

– Dallas Morning News.

And no, I don’t believe the rhetoric surrounding her integrity.

It troubles me, particularly as a follower of Jesus, how regularly and casually people use the word “criminal” to describe Hillary Clinton. If the definition of criminal is having been charged and convicted of a crime before a jury of your peers, then the descriptor is not only inaccurate but slanderous.

Relentlessly investigated – Yes.

Tried in the court of public opinion – Yes.

Charged and convicted of any crime – No.

I wonder what would people say about me if, for the last 30 years, my life was the subject of endless media scrutiny and unrestrained commentary from my enemies? Yikes.

What if every day at work, I had to publicly defend myself against a guilty-until-proven innocent narrative?

I’d probably quit and go live by the sea somewhere.

I certainly wouldn’t run for Senate twice and win. I wouldn’t serve on five Senate committees and nine subcommittees and travel to 112 nations as US Secretary of State. I wouldn’t sponsor legislation to provide for sick 9-11 first responders. I wouldn’t negotiate a cease-fire between Israel and Hamas.

But Hillary Clinton did.

I often use which describes itself as “a nonpartisan, nonprofit ‘consumer advocate’ for voters that aims to reduce the level of deception and confusion in U.S. politics.” It’s funded largely by The Annenberg Foundation (think public broadcasting).

Are you unsure if your favorite 24-hour news channel or Facebook meme is correct in repeating say, Trump’s claim that Clinton has no child care plan and never will? is a good place to look. run by the Tampa Bay Times is also fun. These are journalists – not internet trolls – evaluating what exists in the public record.

Here’s a quick, measured read from on the Benghazi reports, which former Secretary of State Colin Powell, in a leaked email, called a stupid witch hunt.

Here’s a guide to Clinton’s emails.

Here’s FactCheck’s take on Trump saying Obama was actually born in America, but Clinton started the birther rumor. 

And stuff like that.

The Dallas Morning News Editorial continues:

Clinton has remained dogged by questions about her honesty, her willingness to shade the truth. Her use of a private email server while secretary of state is a clear example of poor judgment. She should take additional steps to divorce allegations of influence peddling from the Clinton Foundation. And she must be more forthright with the public by holding news conferences, as opposed to relying on a shield of carefully scripted appearances and speeches. These are real shortcomings. But they pale in comparison to the litany of evils some opponents accuse her of. Treason? Murder? Her being cleared of crimes by investigation after investigation has no effect on these political hyenas; they refuse to see anything but conspiracies and cover-ups.

I agree. If Clinton had things to do over again, would she do some things differently? Wouldn’t most of us?

But here’s the thing:

If you support Trump because you don’t like the Democratic Party and you love seeing people like me apoplectic over the repulsive things Trump says, I get that. If you support Trump because he’s disrupting a political system that isn’t working very well for middle class people, I get that too. If you support Trump because he’s kind of pro life-ish these days, I see how that’s an alternative to voting for a strongly pro-choice candidate.

But in the end, do you believe Trump really wants to show up every day and work for your interests all the way through 2020? Why?

Will he work to overturn Pro-Choice legislation? Will he and his third wife restore family values? Does he really know more about ISIS than US Military Generals? Will he expand the middle class? What in his record indicates he gives a damn about the middle class?

I welcome your answers in the comment section. Really. Do your research. Be polite. I moderate trolls.

Did you know middle class incomes had their fastest growth on record last year? That’s big progress since the 2009 recession. Did you see Senator Elizabeth Warren eating the Chairman of Well’s Fargo’s lunch over the millions of fake bank accounts the company created since 2011. Also good news. ICYMI:

But you squeezed your employees to the breaking point, so they would cheat customers and you could drive up the value of your stock and put hundreds of millions of dollars in your own pocket. And when it all blew up, you kept your job, you kept your multimillion-dollar bonuses, and you went on television to blame thousands of $12-an-hour employees who were just trying to meet cross-sell quotas that made you rich. This is about accountability. You should resign. You should give back the money that you took while this scam was going on. And you should be criminally investigated by both the Department of Justice and the Securities and Exchange Commission.

– Senator Elizabeth Warren D-Massachusetts

Trump supporting friends – Has your kid has ever gone to the doctor free or at a sharp discount courtesy of the CHIP Program? You have a couple of people to thank for that, Senator Edward Kennedy, D – Massachusetts, Senator Orrin Hatch R -Utah and Hillary Clinton, who pushed for the legislation as First Lady. 

It saddens me that, in 2016, it requires a fair measure of courage to write a blog post about the presidential election. In America, of all places, that should not be true.

So I’m inviting you, without fear of censure, to disagree with me, to tell me where I’ve missed it, but I’m asking that you do so in a well-researched and measured fashion – something this election desperately needs more of. We owe it to our Republic to be lively, informed and engaged. Any less is an insult to the gift of democracy, which people in many places have died to attain.

Courage is one of my core values and I don’t want to look back on this season and wish I’d had enough of it to speak up.

The above thoughts are, as ever, entirely my own. Please help me understand yours below.


11 thoughts on “Things I Think But Don’t Say

  1. Thank you. I’m also wondering how, whatever the outcome of the election, the political machinery will function, let alone govern for all Americans, come Feb 2017. The seeds of discord (instead of respectful discourse) are blossoming…

  2. Hi Erin, and thank you for having courage to stand up for your convictions. I gave up on politics when I could not get any help for my wife. I paid into the public conffures my whole life as did she, and was told I either made to much money, or she did not work long enough before her disability took her freedom, and all the while people who don’t work want more and seem to get it. Fact finding is something I have never been good at on my own, but after reading your views, I will work on that. Thank you! I gave up on politics because of all the hassle I had with trying to get help for my wife when she was I’ll and disabled. Like you, but from the opposite side, I have always registered Republican, but held many ideas that run with the Dem’s. I have a new life now, after the death of my wife two years ago next month, and since I am retired, I am considering getting involved in whatever local community I become part of when I land back home after being abroad. Your article has helped me make that decision. Thanks Erin, keep going for it, and even if we disagree on certain things, I still want to go out on your hubby’s boat sometime if I ever get out that way!!!! You will always have the care and respect from this republican that you have earned by being you. Your a lighthouse on a darkened sea!!!! Doug B.

  3. Hi Erin, I too appreciate your courage and POV. I am, however, voting for Trump purely for economic reasons. I see him as our only hope for retaining and creating jobs for the middle class. As large corporations (employers) are leaving the US in record numbers, his common sense/business sense policies will give them tax incentives to stay, and import tax penalties if they leave, not to mention incentives for the corporations to bring trillions of dollars earned overseas to the US. The rich already do pay most of the taxes, and even if they didn’t, demonizing and penalizing them will only continue to chase them away–and lose us all their employees that pay taxes. I would rather have a job and pay taxes than have no job, or only the low paying jobs that will be left (thus the need to raise the minimum wage). Yes, Trump has made some unkind statements to people that I wish he hadn’t, but these have also been amplified and distorted by the media. He is not a polished politician, and it is possible I don’t take as great of offense at his tough talk because my husband is in construction, and that is the way construction workers talk (actually very civilized compared to some). Erin, I also feel like you about my vote not counting. I am a former Democrat turned Republican (because I believe a robust economy is a better way to help the poor than handouts–I also have my BA in Social Work), but I live in CA, where all the electoral votes will go Democrat. Thank you again for enlightening me on Hilary’s positives. And again for your courage in sharing your views. That’s what I love about you–that and your heart.

    • Hi Kris. Great to hear from you. I giggled a little about you living in Ca and me in Texas. Yes we are in the same electoral boat! I appreciate you sharing your thoughts here, with intellect and kindness. I’d sure love to get out to that blue state of yours and have a coffee!

    • unkind statements that have been distorted by the media? no! They came out of his mouth! Watch the tape! Grabbing a woman by the pussy? And your husband being a construction worker doesn’t give him the authority to speak to women that way

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